Wednesday, October 10, 2007

Stupid horomones

Sometimes, ok, most times, I forget I gave birth three months ago. Then something will happen and those darn horomones will rear their ugly little heads.
GAH!
A friend I used to work with sent me a very sweet and exciting email tonight, she and her husband are expecting their second child.

...and an ultrasound picture was attached.

The last time I saw that sight, I was looking at my unborn child on a monitor- compltely still.

God I hate this. I want to be happy for them and not have it tainted with my own emotions.

Still no answers. I don't know what on earth the pathologist is doing but I am starting to get really pissed off. I know this isn't inportant to him, but I need answers. We need answers.

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